I went out last night to see my colleague and good friend Dan Manjovi sing. He's a terrific singer and brilliant keyboard player and it's always a joy to hear him. And last night was no different. Dan was wonderful, as usual. But the venue (Porno Bingo at Pieces, on Christopher Street!) had no piano, and did not have the facilities to plug in an electric keyboard either. Not really a musician-friendly set-up. So what did Dan do? He did it with...the T word. He performed both songs with a track.
Watching Dan taught me two things about myself. One, I miss Dan's playing when he has to pull out the tracks. Yeah, he's a great singer, but the power of him on a keyboard cannot be beat. The second thing was, I don't get up there and sing to tracks because the mere thought of it changes me into a big bowl of jello.
I need my security blanket, for me a guitar. Since I've stopped doing musical theater, I haven't sung a song without a guitar in front of me. Not in ten years. As I watched my friend up there on the stage, working the crowd, skakin' his goove thing, and holding a microphone, all I could think about was, "thank God it's not me." That seems too vulnerable. Singing without a guitar in hand? Well, yes, I hear people do it, but is it wise? Doesn't it lead to something, like instability in the ozone?
I gained a lot respect for "track" artists last night (singers that perform to pre-recorded tracks). Getting up in front of an audience with a microphone, nothing else, somebody pushes play, and you sing your song and do your do. Just you and your microphone. I'll take me with my guitar any day.
So here my hat goes off to you, track singers. I need my guitar to hide behind.